About This Project

I don't want to fit into the mold anymore. I want to create unhinged stuff. I'm caged by dopamine, coffee, information addiction, sugar addiction. I am caged by my 9-5 job where I'm officially an ML engineer but I don't actually get to play around with AI. Not the way I want to at least. I mostly make API calls and pretend we're inventing the wheel. I need to color buttons correctly. I need to build pipelines and do unit testing. I don't get to play around with data, I don't get to create models. Not nearly often enough.

I am 35 years old. I feel like my career is a joke. I make OK money for where I live. But the creativity is gone. I used to work hard at my own projects. Lots of projects and ideas, always. One kind of did OK. Sold it too early. Kept trying but none really took off. Kept building and trying but each failure gave me more reason to quit. Now whenever I build something new I automatically assume it will fail. So when the time comes for marketing I just stop. I lose all interest and toss it in the trash.

I need to get out of my comfort zone again. I need to start building again. Time flies by when you're scrolling through your Twitter feed all day hopped up on caffeine. You think you're superior because you're smart and read a lot of information each day. But why the fuck does that even matter?

The only thing that matters is creating things. For fun. Because I like creating, doing, taking action. I do not like consuming, pretending to be working or sitting in front of the TV all day.

Creating things for myself. And maybe for others. Maybe I'll create something that can help people. That can make the world a slightly better place. But mostly I just want to get back in that flow of seeing things from my brain come to life. It's a great feeling.

That's why I created this safe space for myself to experiment. In a low key environment where I can fuck up and make mistakes. And just talk without a filter.

In 2025, I will create something new every week. It can be anything. A blog post, a project, a web app, a startup, a song, a cocktail. Anything, as long as I'm creating it. That's the goal. Even if it's shit. Even if I get zero reactions.

Let's start this shit up.